evolving.

on the radio today, the positive note of the day was charlamagne basically reminding everyone that God didn't put some people on this earth to evolve. i'm positive that my mom is one of those people but she shouldn't attempt to cling to people ACTUALLY TRYING to do something with their lives just because they don't have anything better to do and misery loves company.
on friday during ics we emailed the apartment that i toured in boston to request they resend the application to me, since i messed up on the other one because i did it improperly because i assumed ics would say they were too busy to assist me in filling it out, so i just did it myself and i guess i forgot some things and improperly filled it out. so we checked my email today to see if they replied and they haven't yet. i'm thinking that this application also required a doctor's note specifying my disability and how this housing would assist me but i sent it in before i could get one because i think it'd take time for a doctor to get back to me with a doctor's note and the lady stressed that i needed to get it by last friday (i think), so i turned everything else that i could fill out myself- hoping they'd take it, but of course- they didn't. i was hoping to get this apartment because it's one of the only subsidized apartments in boston that i could find for disabled people in particular. plus- i ACTUALLY got to see the apartment myself and it looked like a decent place.
i have to eat lunch, then go to sabathani to work. it'll help keep my mind off of shit. so working actually assists me in my mental health.. which is MORE than i can say for just attending courage kenny mindlessly and being underestimated and purposely ignoring my progress so they can continue getting mindless clients. it doesn't matter as long as i don't have advocacy to actually help me get things done though! let them take advantage of vulnerable clients! NO ONE LISTENS TO THEM ANYWAY!